Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Taking an Easy Day

Yesterday was amazing..... I sat at home working on homework and cheesin' it on the couch all day! It felt good when I took a break from my ultimate relaxation to take my pride and joy Snickers out for a walk.  The air was crisp and the weather beautiful! What a nice break to my laziness! Also Snickers... also referred to as Snickapoo, walked with confidence and less " I need to find a rock" attitude.  Thanks to the amazing training we are getting!!!!!! ( Also the hole its burning in mommy's pocket!) I am proud to walk my dog now! Thank god!

Then when Kenneth  ( My amazing loving boyfriend) got home from work we went out to get COD ( call of duty).  The guys in at gamestop know us like we are family! Shit that probably isn't a good thing! haha! Anyways we came home and Ken trying to be the amazing man he is wanted to watch a movie with me ( A Bug's Life) However, I wasn't feeling like a movie I just wanted to be lazy and go to bed, so that's what I did.  I have been having some problems with headaches and last night I found a weird lump on the back of my head, so if it does not go away I am going to see the Dr I guess :( . Blah what a nice ending to my nice relaxing day!

Encouragement of the day: Enjoying myself being lazy!

Discouragement of the day: Annoying lump on the head !!

Monday, November 8, 2010

Day 1: Realization That I Need To Do Something

Hello! I am a 22 year old woman, looking for my place in the world. 

Today I got into one of those take a bath, paint your nails, and feel better kind of moods.  While taking a bath I came to the realization that I can in my everyday life, make myself feel better! I can get these "I'm pretty, "I feel GREAT"  ideas from my everyday life.  I don't need a bath and some nail polish to make myself feel this way. (However a bath and some nail polish never hurt the 22 year old woman!)

Here are my initial ideas!
  • Get healthy
  • Be more active
  • Have an open mind
  • Be more positive
  • Enjoy life!
So why do I want to change?
     Well recently I have been having a battle within myself to find who I am.  I find myself finding the negative in my life although when it comes to helping others I am positive and encouraging! I want to apply the same encouragement and positivism in my own life. I feel that to promote these types of feelings I need to live them myself. 


Encouragement of the day:  While starting my blog, I got a call for 2 new job opportunities.  I work as an ABA tutor for children with autism.  I am so excited!!!!!!!!!! New jobs equal more money!!! (not that money is the most important thing in life but it helps)

Discouragement of the day:  Not knowing how to help someone, that seemed so sad and lost, while feeling that way myself. 

Challenge for tomorrow: Get to the gym and care less about what others think, just do your thing!

Challenge for the week: Turn negative thoughts into positive thoughts.